Manang Inside

I realized something today.



I'm a manang hiding in modern girl clothing.



I thought, given the chance, I can be a lot like Carrie and some of Samantha. My friends probably see me as a woman with a very strong personality who can take on any guy and still come up a winner. I have been called an uptown girl, and was often thought of as a wild child. Yeah right. It was all an act. It was all a lie.



I even believed it myself. There I was, thinking that I can handle harmless flirting without batting an eyelash. Haha. Turns out, it's been a long time since I flirted with anybody that I blush whenever I said something not quite flirtatious but definitely getting there. I blushed! I couldn't believe it. I am so embarrassed by what the flirty banter that I have to end the conversation quick.



Wah! If only I can summon the sexy, wild child residing deep inside me, I'll feel a lot better.