Aside from the shame associated with being a bum, (jobless, to be precise, but by choice, thank you very much) I think I'll be very happy living this life. I am with my sister and my mother, taking care of my nephew and my niece, and if or whenever I make some small amount of money, it's often accompanied by the exhiliration of making a sale or making profit that goes straight to our pockets and not to the company heads.
Note, that I said shame. I am embarrassed that I haven't found a job yet. I got two offers, but I turned both down because, well, it doesn't feel right and it's not just practical for me to continue. (Oh well, I didn't know that in accordance to accepting a teaching position, I have to take Masteral Degree in Math! No thanks.)
Hopefully, I can get over the shame, because it's only a couple of weeks till May and I'll have no chance of getting a job then. I'll have to wait until next year.
Maybe this is God's way of telling me to finally go ahead and do something worthwhile...like volunteer. :-D
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