It's freaking 530 am when I woke up from a very very weird dream, (not at all erotic mind you or I would really be mad when I woke up) which involves stupid murder, arson, and probably the start of incest. Told you it's a weird dream, and the characters are all beautiful foreigners.
So, just because it's early morning, lights still out and no people around, I didn't know what's with my sleepy brain and it began counting how many months it has been since a friend had a boyfriend (counting the months when my last girlfriend who was a veritable member of NBSB finally had one) and it's been four months! FOUR months! Gosh! How time flies!
Loneliness. A MAJOR bout of it all came to me, because I thought I'll blink and then it's my 30th birthday and I have no one special to celebrate it with. Shucks! And I'll be the only one with no one special. Gah! Hopefully after writing this blog, it'll make me feel better, even just a little bit better. I'm crossing my fingers...
It's not yet happening, I'm not feeling any better...
Nope...not yet.
Okay better stop writing nonsense. I'll go see if someone's already awake to make breakfast. Maybe THAT can make me feel better.
pssst...btw, today, I'm two months into my 28th year.
See? I told you I'll blink and I'm going to be 30! *runs across the room screaming*
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