Spent the better part of my day talking to my bespren, remcy. I went online this morning at around 9 and we talked over the phone for more than half an hour, then spent the next 4 hours chatting online. As our usual, before the distance get the better of us, we spent it dissecting the ways and means and meanings behind the guy's actions.
I didn't know i have the wrong cellphone no. so i got her new one and landline, just in case, it was me who needs someone to talk to. The whole experience made my resolve to go out of the country stronger, since getting out and working abroad means better pay and better pay means i can visit rems and ria or maybe if i dream hard enough, get to work in new york...or london.
Rems would prefer new york though as it's nearer. I would settle for anywhere in the east coast as it will give Rems and me a chance to see each other more often and with Ria, the 3 of us will be in the same time line at least.
Maybe, as Liza puts it, it will be hard, as homesickness will ensue, but i hope i can be adventurous enough, to look forward to a new life.
Hopefully, (i'm crossing all my fingers here) i get the chance, not only to dream, but to live this reality.
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