Since I made it a point not to whine too much in my blogs, I can't seem to write anything anymore. It seems my life is made up of whines. But anyway, this month will be just like June I supposed. Just full of daily living, boring but it's my life. No major stories, no major events, just school, driving, thinking, Harry and Draco, stressing over videos for friend's wedding and meeting up old friends.
I guess there's a story in there...meeting old friends. I'll write it tomorrow. Right now, I'm just flabbergasted to find out that I don't write these days as much as I did before. I don't know what's happening. Either my life stood still, or it's just endlessly repeating what's happening in a day, over and over again. Like Groundhog's Day.
Oh well.
I have a full night ahead of me tomorrow. See? My nights are sometimes full but most often than not, I just stare at the computer or lie down, reading a book or watching tv, while Time passes by.
I'm torn between wanting an exciting life, and utterly afraid of leaving this routinary days I keep having. I'm always like this. Nothing's happening. No stories. Not sad, not happy.
Torn.
In limbo.
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