Ordinary Life

I'm just so lazy these days. I'd just like to curl up under my blanket and sleep or daydream the day away. I want to go out and help and volunteer on some organization, but it will rain and there goes the plan, and the desire will ebbed a little.



Anyway, am not just lazy in those aspects. Even writing as well, but I'd like to continue taking notes on my so-called life and here's the result...



Mundane thoughts on my Ordinary Life



...had a dream last night. Remcy and Ria were running in front of me. We're in a sort of a deserted hallway of a building, and then they smiled at me and entered a room, with double doors. I don't know why, but I can't enter the room. I seem to think I need a ticket or something, but Remcy and Ria didn't have any tickets. I was on the verge of tears, when so many people arrived and began entering the room one by one, leaving me behind, alone, in the corridor. Hah, it doesn't take a genius psychologist to analyze that dream of mine!



...my patience for my nephew and niece and my grandmother should be my benchmark on how patient I will become when I finally teach. I'll not be a very patient teacher, then.



...I like driving. I like making asinine comments about how insane Filipino drivers are when I'm driving. I like to think about stuff and ponder on important things in life when driving. What is it about driving that calms me so? I don't know, and I don't want to think about how dangerous it is to think about other things while maneuvering my car in the busy streets of the Metro.



...I can't seem to lose any weight, even a single pound when I try so hard, even starving myself. But when I slipped up, ate a little dinner, I gained two pounds. Go figure.



...Yesterday, I drove my lola again to the hospital. And she stayed the whole day (and will stay for the next two weeks) with us. I wonder how many comments about finding a man, saving enough money and comparison to my cousins will I have to endure before I lose my patience. Hmmm...



...it's Jody's birthday today. My birthday in a few days and the sum of our birthdays is my Pare's birthday. Skee, my sister in law and Rhea's birthdays are also all coming up. Kind of the birthday month for me. It's a mystery why I'm so bad at remembering other people's birthday, but remember every birthday during the month of October.



...Skee was surprised to find out I have perverted thoughts on Harry Potter. But here I thought, why not? Daniel Radcliffe and Tom Felton will bring out the pervy thoughts out of any single, repressed, 28-yr old women. Okay, okay...maybe it's just me. But I'm not convinced.



...Just to reiterate, good men are hard to find. Good men, who are not gay or married, are harder to find. Good men, who are not gay, or married, or planning to be gay or married are hardest to find.



I'd better shut up, go to sleep and rest my brain before it explodes with these crazy, nonsensical thoughts running around inside it.



4 more days to go...I'll be 28.

23 days to go...it'll be November.

77 days to go, before Christmas.

83 days to go, and it's 2005.



My, my, time flies by so fast when you're not doing anything.