There's so many things I still want to do in life. RV and I went out last Monday and we both asked ourselves, why are we here? Why are we both jobless when we are individuals who couldn't settle for anything less than what we want in life?
Maybe that's why.
I couldn't be stuck in a job that I don't want to do anymore. I couldn't be an ordinary employee doing the same ordinary things, day in and day out when I could try reaching for my dreams. That's why I went out and tried to become a teacher. Maybe someday I still would become one. I should hope so.
But for now, I'm stuck in this relentless pursuit of dreams. Travel. True Love. Job that I love.
For now, I'm content by simple things. Little money to spend. A goal to think of, like my 30th birthday gift of a trip to Cambodia. And a flicker of hope, that someday I'll still find and meet the Man of my Dreams, and he'll turn out to be the One, and I will still get married and have my own Iya.
Someday.
